tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-77626224392826507522024-03-05T05:00:24.266-06:00Charity's Writing Journey"It's easy to believe in magic when you're young. Anything you couldn't explain was magic then. It didn't matter if it was science or a fairy tale. Electricity and elves were both infinitely mysterious and equally possible - elves probably more so." ~Charles de LintCharity Bradfordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960821077619680661noreply@blogger.comBlogger604125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7762622439282650752.post-59997230338002613082021-02-11T09:27:00.001-06:002021-02-11T09:27:10.503-06:00Loose Leaf Author PodcastI thought I'd make it easier for you to find the podcast.
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<iframe allow="autoplay *; encrypted-media *;" frameborder="0" height="450px" sandbox="allow-forms allow-popups allow-same-origin allow-scripts allow-top-navigation-by-user-activation" src="https://embed.podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/loose-leaf-author-podcast/id1506021016?itsct=podcast_box&itscg=30200" style="background-color: transparent; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-left-radius: 10px; border-bottom-right-radius: 10px; border-top-left-radius: 10px; border-top-right-radius: 10px; max-width: 660px; overflow: hidden; width: 100%;"></iframe><div><br /></div><div>If you're an author interested in joining us for an interview, please visit my <a href="Http://charitybradford-riverford.com" target="_blank">website </a>and use the contact form.</div><div>Thanks!</div><div><br /></div>Charity Bradfordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960821077619680661noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7762622439282650752.post-52745539282548960782020-04-23T10:19:00.001-05:002020-04-23T10:19:23.721-05:00Loose Leaf Author PodcastSo, the Patreon thing is a really slow project. In actuality, it feels like banging your head repeatedly against a wall. I'm putting in more work over there than I have on this blog for the last two years, and yet it's crickets. I was really hoping for a sense of community more than even having a set income I could depend on for editing and cover art.<br />
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Yeah, another author clued me in that is never going to happen. He has over 200 subscribers after two years, but he says they all read the posts in their email and don't visit the Patreon page. So, no comments is normal. At least he has subscribers.<br />
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Anyway, I had started a podcast to post for my subscribers. There's a big learning curve for me, but I'm finding I enjoy it. However, that's a lot of work for 8 people to listen to. So, my podcast...<br />
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...The first four episodes are up. My Patreon subscribers will continue to get the episodes a couple of weeks before they go live for the public. I know it is searchable on <a href="https://feeds.soundcloud.com/users/soundcloud:users:686754365/sounds.rss">Apple Podcasts,</a> <a href="https://castbox.fm/channel/Loose-Leaf-Author-Podcast-id2738871?country=us" target="_blank">Castbox</a>, <a href="https://open.spotify.com/show/1rE4y03Wxb8OjQfTtddLTV?si=k4RFVUAhQVqehTemT6tKaw">Spotify</a>, and Google Play.<br />
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For some reason, episode 4 is listed first. I've gone in and changed the date of publication in the metadata and it didn't fix the issue. Anyway, you'll see I started more natural, freaked out because I would forget to talk about things I wanted to, and then moved toward reading everything. Fast.<br />
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Yeah, kiss of death. I want to go back to a more natural format, but I feel weird talking to myself. So, this week I'm going to record conversations with my kids on how life has been different the last two months as well as some of their favorite things. It should definitely make it more interesting.<br />
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Check it out, subscribe (it's free!) and then send me comments on what I should talk about. I'd love to interview other authors once I figure out how to do that over the phone with decent sound quality.<br />
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So much to learn!Charity Bradfordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960821077619680661noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7762622439282650752.post-45992336681677697702019-11-06T04:58:00.000-06:002019-11-06T04:58:01.577-06:00Understanding the source of insecurity--IWSG Nov 2019<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Why do we let insecurity creep into our lives?<br />
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We've all had moments when we were proud of our accomplishments no matter how small. Why do we forget that and worry about what other people think?<br />
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Let's consider this. Insecurity is uncertainty or anxiety about one's abilities--a lack of self-confidence. This is something we learn. Little kids don't have it. They believe they can do anything and go for it with all the energy and zeal their little bodies can hold. As we grow up, we become more concerned with how other people see us than what we know about ourselves.<br />
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It's sad really.<br />
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How can we combat that? It isn't easy, but with a little effort it is possible.<br />
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1. We have to stop apologizing for not being perfect. No one else is either, so get over it.<br />
2. We have to stop thinking it's our job to make everyone else happy. That's their choice. We can be kind and encouraging, but ultimately the only person we can make happy is ourselves.<br />
3. We have to stop comparing ourselves to others.<br />
4. We have to remember that we are unique, and that means we have something only we can contribute to this world.<br />
5. We have to understand that not everyone will appreciate or agree with our contribution. And that is OKAY.<br />
6. If someone doesn't like me, it doesn't lessen the fact that I am a child of God. He loves me and that is enough.<br />
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There are probably more things we can add to this list, and knowing them won't stop those doubts from creeping in. However, remembering them in times of insecurity can lesson the length of the ailment and help us regain our self-confidence.<br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>What would you like to add to this list? Tell me in the comments below.</b></span><br />
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In other news:<br />
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<li>Both of the audiobooks I had in production wrapped up this week. They should be live and available by Thanksgiving.</li>
<li>I'm tackling Nano, sort of. I'll be working on two novels at once--Talia's third book (Demon Rising), and a romance called Discovering Her Heart.</li>
<li>My son is playing the lead in his high school play, and I'm so excited for him</li>
<li>We're having a great experience with our exchange student</li>
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I have also created a <a href="https://www.patreon.com/charitybradford_riverford" target="_blank">Patreon</a> account. If you've never heard of Patreon, it's a place where you subscribe to artists of various types. Your monthly subscription gives the artist a set income they can use to do things like pay for an editor, buy cover art, and hire an amazing audio narrator. In return, you receive exclusive materials from them.<br />
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I'll be posting early scenes from works in progress, deleted scenes, scenes from an alternate point of view, video clips, deals and freebies no one else will know about, etc. I also plan to start a podcast for my patreon subscribers talking about everything from writing, reading, travel, movies, and life in general. The best part is since I'm new at this, my early subscribers will be the ones to shape what my channel looks like for as little as $1 a month. For instance, Monday morning I posted a highly embarrassing bedhead photo of me as I sat to do a writing sprint at 7 am.<br />
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Check it out and consider <a href="https://www.patreon.com/charitybradford_riverford" target="_blank">subscribing</a>! </div>
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<b>Purpose</b>: To share and encourage. Writers can express doubts and concerns without fear of appearing foolish or weak. Those who have been through the fire can offer assistance and guidance. It’s a safe haven for insecure writers of all kinds!<br />
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<b>Posting</b>: The first Wednesday of every month is officially Insecure Writer’s Support Group day. Post your thoughts on your own blog. Talk about your doubts and the fears you have conquered. Discuss your struggles and triumphs. Offer a word of encouragement for others who are struggling. <a href="http://www.insecurewriterssupportgroup.com/p/iwsg-sign-up.html" target="_blank">Visit </a>others in the group and connect with your fellow writers.<br />
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Let’s rock the neurotic writing world!<br />
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Our Twitter handle is @TheIWSG and hashtag is #IWSG.</div>
Charity Bradfordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960821077619680661noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7762622439282650752.post-36270238399961973012019-10-02T05:00:00.000-05:002019-11-04T16:59:40.309-06:00IWSG: Owning "I Am a Writer"<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<b>Purpose</b>: To share and encourage. Writers can express doubts and concerns without fear of appearing foolish or weak. Those who have been through the fire can offer assistance and guidance. It’s a safe haven for insecure writers of all kinds!<br />
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<b>Posting</b>: The first Wednesday of every month is officially Insecure Writer’s Support Group day. Post your thoughts on your own blog. Talk about your doubts and the fears you have conquered. Discuss your struggles and triumphs. Offer a word of encouragement for others who are struggling. <a href="http://www.insecurewriterssupportgroup.com/p/iwsg-sign-up.html" target="_blank">Visit </a>others in the group and connect with your fellow writers.<br />
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Let’s rock the neurotic writing world!<br />
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Our Twitter handle is @TheIWSG and hashtag is #IWSG.<br />
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One of my first posts in 2010 was about the moment I first told someone that I was a writer. I talked about how liberating, how exciting, and even freeing it was to finally say it out loud.<br />
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This weekend I attended the Storymakers and Indie Author Hub (SMIAH) Writer's Conference in Kansas City. I used to go all the time but missed out on the last few years. Although I went to teach two classes, I believe Heavenly Father gave me that opportunity to be reminded of how I felt back in 2010. Being with other writers and published authors is the best way to get over our insecurities. Suddenly, I wasn't the only person with voices in their head. Or the only one struggling to keep writing when everything around me tries to keep me from doing just that.<br />
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Traci Hunter Abramson was the keynote speaker. A little secret, she stood up and gave her speech barefoot. I loved her before that, but she is definitely a woman after my own heart. Forget burning bras, I say burn the shoes!<br />
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Okay, sorry I got a little sidetracked. I jotted down a few notes. It wasn't anything I didn't know or even blogged about myself, but I needed the reminder that day and she was there to do it. Here they are, no explanation. Read them and let them touch your heart where and how you need it today.<br />
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<li>Own these four words: I am a writer.</li>
<li>When did you first decide this?</li>
<li>Your journey takes off when you have a purpose other than the original dream of—I'm going to be a writer. (wanting to add something of value to the world)</li>
<li>Best quote ever! “We may kill people for a living. But we're nice.”</li>
<li>Why do we write? Because we have to. Enough said.</li>
<li>To gain our full potential, we need to: find our identity, our confidence, our voice.</li>
<li>Fight the guilt when it comes to “how many other things could I be doing if I wasn't writing?” Give ourselves the gift of time to write (also part of balance)</li>
<li>Prioritize: seek the balance. Determine what sacrifices you are willing to make. Treat writing like a real job.</li>
<li>Our lives aren't traditional. Everyone thinks they can write a book if they only had the time. There will never be time. You have to make the time.</li>
<li>Don't compare ourselves to others. Where we are on the road/path is different.</li>
<li>Be a light, change a life.</li>
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And finally, here are the words from 2010. It's time I owned them once more. Even better, it's time I owned the phrase, "I am an author." My 10th story will be published on October 16th. I'm doing what I set out to do despite the challenges. Take that insecurity!<br />
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<a href="https://charitywrites.blogspot.com/2010/01/believing-label-writer.html" target="_blank">Originally posted Jan 2, 2010</a>"You're a writer?"<br />
"Yes." I spoke softly and then paused. A new feeling welled up inside and I wanted to hear it again, so I spoke a little louder. "Yes, I am."<br />
After a small chuckle, he asked, "Did that feel good?"<br />
"Yes it did. I've always answered that question by saying 'no, but I want to be'. I think this is the first time I've ever answered yes."<br />
"Then you better say it again."<br />
"I am a writer!" Spoken loud enough for the rest of our group to hear me and turn to stare.</blockquote>
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It felt how I imagined the barbaric yawp from <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dead_Poets_Society">Dead Poets Society</a> must have felt. Such a simple declaration once more made me feel like crying for joy. In the writing world I am a nobody, unknown, but inside my heart I finally feel like a writer. If I'm never picked up by an agent or publisher, I'm still proud of what I've accomplished. I still have a long way to go in this process (all the hard part actually), but I've learned that getting published is not what makes you a writer.</blockquote>
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A writer is someone who writes to stay sane. They have a desire to share the visions, emotions, knowledge, whatever is floating around in their head by writing it down with pen and ink or keyboard. In order to quiet the voices in their head, they must put the characters on the page and give them room to grow. When they're happy, shocked, angry or sad, they write to help themselves come to new understandings about those emotions and what they mean on our journey through life. Writers enjoy the way words flow and conjure images. When they see the shadows of the clouds drifting over the mountains as they drive down the highway they want to write about it--so they do. When they see anything beautiful, they pick up a pen and jot a few lines. They carry notebooks with them everywhere they go. A writer is all these things and much much more...and I have finally become a writer.</blockquote>
<b>Insecurity Challenge:</b><br />
Tell someone who doesn't know that YOU are a writer. Smile and be proud of the gift of imagination and the desire to share. Embrace your imperfections but celebrate your successes too.<br />
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<a href="https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07XMPZQCW" target="_blank">Teacher's Crush</a> is available for pre-order at a discount price of $1.99 until release day--October 16th.<br />
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<b>Blurb</b>:<br />
Jennifer Carlson returns to Eureka Springs in spite of her promise to never move back. Newly graduated from college, her only goal is to help her dad and get out of town. However, the good-looking biker has her second guessing what she really wants. <br />
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High school principal, Robert Allen has never been so conflicted. He was attracted to Jen before she walked into his office for an interview. Her sass, attitude, and the pain she tries to hide behind those big blue eyes make her unforgettable. <br />
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Jen needs a job, but she also longs for someone to see the real her and want her anyway. Rob might be that guy if he can convince her she doesn't have to run away from her future.<br />
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Anyone who pre-orders and emails me a screenshot will be entered to win a free audiobook of one of the first two books in this series. These are stand-alone but have crossover characters.<br />
Email: charity.bradford@gmail.comCharity Bradfordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960821077619680661noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7762622439282650752.post-38312616798742062052019-09-04T05:53:00.000-05:002019-09-30T19:34:02.342-05:00IWSG: The roller coaster of insecurityThe last month and a half has been insanely busy. And yet... Okay, before I get to the good news, lets do a quick recap.<br />
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<li>End of July--our exchange student arrived (and we finished building his room)</li>
<li>August--spent an evening at the police first night event with a booth, 2 birthdays, an anniversary, I taught all day at a writer's boot camp, sent the kids back to school, day trip to Oklahoma City, and had a guest post on <a href="http://blog.janicehardy.com/2019/08/how-to-enjoy-craft-fair-season-as.html?" target="_blank">Janice Hardy's Fiction University</a></li>
<li>Last week--day trip to Kansas City, went to an amusement park in Branson, MO (more in a minute), a cave, and today I'm hosting a luncheon for 90 participants in the emergency preparedness fair I've been working on since March</li>
<li>Coming up in Sept--the preparedness fair and a week later I'll be teaching at a 2-day writer's conference in Kansas City</li>
<li>Coming up in Oct--things will finally quiet down (I think) but I will get to spend three days selling books at a craft fair with my hubby (he's selling mandala dot art items)</li>
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Somehow, in the midst of all of this, I started writing again. Monday night I finished Teacher's Crush, a small-town romance. There's still a lot of work to be done, but it is a relief to finish something. I hope to get it out to beta readers this weekend and then release it sometime in October. </div>
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The next big project to finish will be in my sci-fi genre--Demon Rising, book 3 in the Magic Wakes Series. I don't know if I'm ready to do it, but it's so far past time to destroy Talia's world and move on. </div>
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All these ups and down are good. I simply had to remember that trying is its own best reward. Sometimes that gut-wrenching feeling like the floor has disappeared under your feet is exactly what you need to move forward again. I guess that's what I had started to do, but last weekend at the amusement park it became clear to me once more. </div>
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I love roller coasters. I love the speed, the excitement, the flips and twists. However, I also enjoy stepping back onto solid ground and knowing I'm safe.</div>
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Writing is a lot like a roller coaster. Sometimes the words flow quickly and smoothly. Other times they are an old wooden coaster that knocks you around and makes you feel like your spleen has been turned to pulp. Sharing that writing with others is even more like this. It's exciting, it gets your blood pumping, and then it can jerk the ground right out from under you. Only when we remember why we write can we step back on solid ground. Only then can we say, "I will continue to write no matter what others think of me, or the finished project, because that is who I am."</div>
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So, put your hands up and scream! Laugh, cry, whatever it takes, but ride the ride.</div>
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It took wallowing in insecurity for seven and a half months this time. Hopefully, next time it won't take me so long to run back around to the waiting line for the roller coaster. </div>
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This is my favorite ride from the weekend. The video makes it look slow. Oh, and riding it at night when all you see is the stars in the sky is pretty awesome.</div>
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<b>Purpose</b>: To share and encourage. Writers can express doubts and concerns without fear of appearing foolish or weak. Those who have been through the fire can offer assistance and guidance. It’s a safe haven for insecure writers of all kinds!<br />
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<b>Posting</b>: The first Wednesday of every month is officially Insecure Writer’s Support Group day. Post your thoughts on your own blog. Talk about your doubts and the fears you have conquered. Discuss your struggles and triumphs. Offer a word of encouragement for others who are struggling. <a href="http://www.insecurewriterssupportgroup.com/p/iwsg-sign-up.html" target="_blank">Visit </a>others in the group and connect with your fellow writers.<br />
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Our Twitter handle is @TheIWSG and hashtag is #IWSG.Charity Bradfordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960821077619680661noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7762622439282650752.post-63497112451538584182019-07-03T09:25:00.001-05:002021-01-02T10:25:46.536-06:00Summer Scavenger Hunt Winners and Insecurity is like bird poopLet's start with our winners from the Solstice Scavenger Hunt. Thank you to those who commented. The grand prize winners were announced Monday on the <a href="https://www.facebook.com/groups/FantasySciFiReadersLounge/" target="_blank">Fantasy and Sci-fi Readers Lounge</a> on Facebook. Head over there if you entered the contest.<br />
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Now, for the winners of the audiobooks I promised to those who commented on the scavenger hunt post. These three people can choose one, two, or all three audiobooks--The Magic Wakes (book 1), Dawn of the Mages (TMW book 2), and/or Stellar Cloud.<br />
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<span style="color: purple; font-size: x-large;">Rebecca Woodie</span></div>
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Keep an eye out for an email from me later today.<br />
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<b>Purpose</b>: To share and encourage. Writers can express doubts and concerns without fear of appearing foolish or weak. Those who have been through the fire can offer assistance and guidance. It’s a safe haven for insecure writers of all kinds!<br />
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<b>Posting</b>: The first Wednesday of every month is officially Insecure Writer’s Support Group day. Post your thoughts on your own blog. Talk about your doubts and the fears you have conquered. Discuss your struggles and triumphs. Offer a word of encouragement for others who are struggling. <a href="http://www.insecurewriterssupportgroup.com/p/iwsg-sign-up.html" target="_blank">Visit </a>others in the group and connect with your fellow writers.<br />
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Let’s rock the neurotic writing world!<br />
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Our Twitter handle is @TheIWSG and hashtag is #IWSG.<br />
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Sometimes life is beautiful. It's like this summer walk I took this morning. Blue skies above, green everywhere I looked, the sun filtering through the leaves...<br />
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The best part was it was early enough that the road was still in the shade so it wasn't too hot. The birds were singing good morning. It was really nice.<br />
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My writing world is like that sometimes. The ideas fill my head, and when I sit to write there are no interruptions. The words flow and the story takes the shape I expected. I get up from those writing sessions feeling fulfilled, like I accomplished something.<br />
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Other times, life and my writing world feel like every bird in town decided to poop on my car.<div><br /></div><div>Some poop are simply distractions. My kids need something, my husband needs something, the phone won't stop ringing, I have to do laundry or not wear clothes (ick!).<br />
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But some of the poop is insecurity.<br />
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That new release has only sold a handful of copies and no one is reviewing. I thought it was my best work yet. Must not be true though if I can't even give the thing away. No one cares but my mom. I should just give up and find something else to make me happy.<br />
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The problem is all these insecure thought processes just leave me feeling yucky inside.<br />
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So, what do we need to get rid of insecurity?<br />
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Yep, find a way to wash it away. The sad bit is insecurity will come back. That's just a fact of life that will never change. The trick is to accept it and pull out the metaphorical bucket of soapy water. Whatever that may be. This week for me it is reading notes from people who do enjoy my writing. Notes from people who are NOT my family, because it means more somehow.<br />
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For the last ten years I've been discovering myself, or who I wish I was, in almost every character I've written. They have my fears, many of my weaknesses, but some of my strengths too. The most important of which is my inability to simply give up or give in to my fear. I believe my characters to be real, flawed, and yet hopeful for the most part. This is me in a nutshell. </div></div>Charity Bradfordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960821077619680661noreply@blogger.com14tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7762622439282650752.post-64873665216311722092019-06-15T05:30:00.001-05:002021-01-02T10:24:31.333-06:00A Solstice Scavenger Hunt with lots of winners!<h2 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: x-large;">Fantasy SciFi Readers Lounge Presents its first ever Solstice Scavenger Hunt!</span></h2>
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I could fly, travel at the speed of light, which made me almost invisible and form fireballs to use as weapons. Sometimes I really miss those carefree days of adventure.<br />
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Now you know why I was interested in this scavenger hunt, but why should you check it out? Let me lay it out for you.<br />
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<b>19 Authors have joined forces to offer readers:</b><br />
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<li>a chance at $75 cash via PayPal</li>
<li>19 eBooks as Grand Prize</li>
<li>38 secondary prizes (an eBook from one of our participating authors) will be given to randomly chosen participants who solve the puzzle</li></ul>
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And I will be giving away audiobooks of three of my books to those who comment on my blog.</h3>
You could get THE MAGIC WAKES, DAWN OF THE MAGES, or STELLAR CLOUD for free, just for commenting!<br />
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To play for a chance to win the other prizes, you must go to each of the authors' sites listed below, collect the "hidden" word(s), unscramble them, and then enter to win! <a href="https://www.rafflecopter.com/rafl/display/3d87297f10/?" target="_blank">Enter Here</a><br />
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<b>Purpose</b>: To share and encourage. Writers can express doubts and concerns without fear of appearing foolish or weak. Those who have been through the fire can offer assistance and guidance. It’s a safe haven for insecure writers of all kinds!<br />
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<b>Posting</b>: The first Wednesday of every month is officially Insecure Writer’s Support Group day. Post your thoughts on your own blog. Talk about your doubts and the fears you have conquered. Discuss your struggles and triumphs. Offer a word of encouragement for others who are struggling. Visit others in the group and connect with your fellow writers.<br />
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Let’s rock the neurotic writing world!<br />
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Our Twitter handle is @TheIWSG and hashtag is #IWSG.<br />
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The awesome co-hosts for the June 5 posting of the IWSG are <a href="http://dianeburton.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">Diane Burton</a>, <a href="https://kimlajevardi.com/" target="_blank">Kim Lajevardi</a>, <a href="http://writinginwonderland.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">Sylvia Ney</a>, <a href="http://thefauxfountainpen.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">Sarah Foster</a>, <a href="https://jenniferswritingrevolution.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">Jennifer Hawes</a>, and <a href="http://madelinemora-summonte.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">Madeline Mora-Summonte</a>!<br />
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<b>June 5 question</b>: Of all the genres you read and write, which is your favorite to write in and why?<br />
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READING: I love books that make me feel something, regardless of genre. My heart has always connected to the adventure in science fiction as long as it's not too political. And in the last few years, I've grown to love reconnecting with that young first love feeling of contemporary romance.<br />
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WRITING: Because those are the two I love to read, that's what I enjoy writing the most. Lately, though my romance had been bogging me down because I'm digging "too deep." Not my words, but those of my writing group. There are certain issues my brain wants to dissect and deal with that is turning my romance into women's fiction. Maybe I should have stuck to my sci-fi ideas to do that. LOL, oh well. Good thing I can write what I want!<br />
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Reflections From May</h3>
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May was a roller coaster of emotions for me. There were many great moments, lots of fast-paced days that left me drained, and some good lessons as well.<br />
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First, I've decided my husband and I should always travel in May. The last two years of May excursions have gone down in my "best trip ever" book. Last year it was Ireland. This year it was Alaska. We enjoyed the beauty of the land, saw humpback whales, otters, sea lions, orcas, and bald eagles. The trip was educational too, which is always a bonus in my book. Here are a few photos.<br />
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Ice as we neared the Endicott Arm to view the Dawes Glacier. The sun came up and all the color came out.<br />
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The Mendenhall Glacier was one of my favorite stops. Beautiful 70-degree weather and sunshine as we strolled through the rainforest.<br />
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This is perhaps my favorite photo from the Endicott Arm. The water was like glass, creating perfect mirroring and then the wake from the boat looked like ribbon.<br />
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Sea lions sunbathing. This lake in Juneau was so beautiful I kept expecting to see water skiers everywhere. But nope. Just whales and sea lions.<br />
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We returned home happy and refreshed, having enjoyed some of the best weather ever in Alaska. Of course, that meant life had to go crazy. We've stayed busy building another room in the garage for our exchange student who will arrive at the end of July. I'm also helping plan a writer's boot camp for August, as well as the annual preparedness fair in September. All three things feel like full-time jobs at the moment. That means there has been no writing which sends me into a perpetual state of frustration with everything and everyone. </div>
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The good news is I'm generally polite about it. This means I end up apologizing to everyone all the time for stupid stuff--like breathing. At one of my many meetings, another woman was trying to thank me for all I was doing. I immediately apologized for doing too much.<br />
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See, stupid stuff! Her lesson for me is something I really need to internalize. She said I needed to stop apologizing for being me. For doing the things I'm passionate about in the full-speed-ahead way that I do it. </div>
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I told her I still feel like a poser after all these years. Sure, I've published books and am finally out of the red at the end of each year with them, but just barely. That doesn't feel like success, so I'm always saying "I'm sorry!"</div>
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This wise woman told me to stop because my experience over the last ten years is what makes me an expert. </div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">That's what I want to share with you today. We all need to stop saying "I'm sorry" for trying our best to do what makes us happy. Each day adds experience and makes us an authority in that area. Every mistake means we have something to share and teach others. </span></div>
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In honor of that, here are a few things I'm participating in this month:</div>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Browse and grab the first 10 chapters of my latest YA space opera <a href="https://mybookcave.com/g/4e1ebebb/" target="_blank">HERE</a>.</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Browse and grab my first contemporary romance <a href="https://mybookcave.com/g/d5d103ea/" target="_blank">HERE</a>.</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Come back on June 16th to find a hidden word on my blog as well as the list of other participating blogs. </td></tr>
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And now, some more home project photos. The first is inside the room, the next two are the new "hall," and the last is the view from outside. We still have a ton to do, but we're getting there.<br />
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<br />Charity Bradfordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960821077619680661noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7762622439282650752.post-21895171058043304162019-03-06T10:29:00.002-06:002019-03-31T15:41:58.461-05:00IWSG March--Balancing the Seesaw in my brainWow, this snuck up on me! Things have been a lot better since the last post. I've dug into learning more about marketing to figure out ways to improve in that area. The only downside is I'm writing almost nothing. All my time is spent taking webinars on various aspects of marketing and then trying to implement them.<br />
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I'm back to needing balance. My brain just doesn't flip back and forth between the two ways of thinking. *sigh* Sometimes I feel like I'm getting too old to keep up with the constant changes. I'm hoping it's just the fact that January and February are always so gray and gloomy. I need the sunshine to really be me.<br />
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Funny story...In January I said I was going to forget science fiction for a while and concentrate on writing and selling my romance series. Right after that, I found a wonderful Facebook page of sci-fi and fantasy authors who actually help each other with marketing instead of trying to sell to each other. It's been wonderful, but it makes it hard to finish the romance novel that has a deadline quickly approaching.<br />
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More balance needed! LOL<br />
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The good news is I've found several things with the potential to work. I did have to separate my newsletters again (pain!), created a second Instagram for the romance pen name, and am stuck keeping two Facebook Pages and websites. However, once everything is up and running smoothly, I hope to find my writing brain again. I just hope it's soon.<br />
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Definitely the protagonist. Why? I think it's because secretly I always want to be them. If they can work through their problems and overcome the trials and conflict in the book, them maybe I can too.</div>
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*sigh* I should apologize in advance for the extremely negative post to follow. There comes a point when you just can't pretend it's all sunshine and rainbows. Originally I hoped to post a lovely little "here's what I wish for you this month" kind of post. However, I've been an emotional child for the last two months. Angry, throwing temper tantrums. I want to scream, "I'm done!"<br />
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But I can't.<br />
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Too much of my heart and soul is wrapped up in writing. In these silly stories I want to share. The rub is I can't even give them away for free. Not the sci-fi anyway. I've tried for two months. Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, Booksprout. I only gave away two copies of the newest YA space opera. Out of curiosity, I posted my romance on Booksprout as well. I didn't share what I'd done anywhere. I gave away ten copies the first day with no effort on my part.<br />
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It shouldn't frustrate me. I should be happy something is reaching its audience, but why can't I figure out how to reach the other group? It's been ten years of thinking about it. And that audience is basically me! Where would I go to find my book?<br />
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The library, because I'm cheap.<br />
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Been there, tried that. They sold my books in the "Friends of the Library Sale" for $0.50 each after I had to buy them from my publisher for $10 a piece.<br />
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I'm tired of banging my head against the wall doing this on my own. Even when I had a publisher I had to do it on my own. But I can't pay someone else to do it.<br />
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The smart side of me says write romance for a year. Publish two or three of them and get some money coming in with little to no effort. But the childish side of me wants to scream that's not fair.<br />
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The worst part is all the anger makes it impossible to write romance. Just not feeling it, you know? I've also been hiding at home because I'm not a very good friend to be around right now. I hate that. I miss my friends. (Since drafting this I'm wondering if I'm having a midlife crisis or starting menopause. Could be either or both. Heaven help my family!)<br />
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I'll get over it eventually. The good thing is despite all my frustrations, I'm still listening to my favorite podcasts and taking free webinars on how to do this marketing thing. I want to quit, but I don't know how to really give up. That means there's still hope, right?<br />
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<b>February 6 question - Besides writing what other creative outlets do you have?</b><br />
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I'd like to say photography, but I only have my phone. No fancy camera. Here's some pictures I'm proud of though. I've decided I live in one of the most beautiful places on earth. It's good for my heart and soul.<br />
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And cooking and baking. Most recently I've been trying out all kinds of gluten-free cookie recipes since I've slowly been cutting gluten out of my diet. It's given me a lot more energy and less stomach issues, but man I miss cookies! This weekend I found the following online recipe and my family loved it. <a href="https://mygluten-freekitchen.com/the-best-chewy-gluten-free-chocolate-chip-cookies/" target="_blank">The best chewy gluten-free chocolate chip cookies</a> from My Gluten-free Kitchen's website.<br />
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Here are some cakes I made for a party in December. The white one was a Blue Velvet cake, there's a chocolate mint, gingerbread with caramel cream cheese frosting, and a gluten-free brownie with raspberry mousse. All were delicious!<br />
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If you stuck this post out to the end, you deserve a cookie. I promise to get my act together and be more positive next month.<br />
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<b><span style="font-size: large;">Do you ever get tired of trying to put on the "good face" because that's what we're supposed to do? Or simply frustrated with things not going like you want them to?</span></b>Charity Bradfordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960821077619680661noreply@blogger.com14tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7762622439282650752.post-26856314585734551422019-01-30T09:43:00.000-06:002019-01-30T09:43:10.030-06:00HAND OF ATUA excerpt for release weekMy husband started reading my book on Sunday. He doesn't really like to read so I'm glad he's giving it a try. It makes for nail-biting anxiety though. He's asking tons of really good questions that I'm refusing to answer because it will be a good opportunity to see if they're answered in the actual story. *fingers crossed*<br />
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One of the questions he asked is about Atua and the whole talking to him thread that runs through the book. He wondered if this is science fiction or religious. Well, it's kind of both. It can be both. Right? I didn't plan it that way, but well, it sort of turned out that way in the end.<br />
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It all started in chapter two when Am puts Eleena on an escape shuttle with her Uncle. She's going because Am promised to help her father travel to the other side of the planet to retrieve her mother and then somehow get them to where Eleena is going. Eventually. Things don't go as planned.<br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">"No problem. Be safe." Am shrugged and turned to me. "Eleena, don't worry about anything. Evander will let me know where to bring your parents so you can be together."</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">The other man, Evander, stepped forward. "Am, we've intercepted communications from Rawiri. Your father sent an envoy ahead to collect you before the fleet arrives. It could be here any moment. You need to leave now."</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">"I'm not leaving Talrano." Am shook his head. "We'll take my ship to get his wife. We can do it by the end of the day, tomorrow at the latest."</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">"Am, don't be stupid. Your father wants you back. If you don't leave he’ll get what he wants. Send someone else for Talrano." Evander stood his ground.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Uncle pointed at the people surrounding us. "They know who your father is, and it won't take long for them to turn on you. If you go back, you won't make it off the planet. "</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Am turned away. I waited and silently prayed he wouldn't break his word. He said he'd get my parents.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">"What about Eleena? I promised her." Am's voice cracked. He coughed and stepped farther away from us.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">"Eleena," Beck looked me in the eye. "One day this man will save planets from Hatana Anaru's wrath, but if he tries to reach your parents he will die here. Who will save those other people if that happens?"</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">A tear slid down Uncle's cheek. He knew Mima and Popi would be left behind. I looked at Am. Who was he that he could do this? I'd always looked at him as just another one of Popi's students, but the others acted like he was something more.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Now, his eyes pleaded with me as if everything were up to me. My parents or so many others? Who were they and how would he save them? I didn't know. I only cared about my family.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><i>Atua, what do I do? I want him to get my parents, not save strangers</i>. My eyes scanned the crowds of people. They were scared but grew angrier with each moment. They pushed closer and the soldiers now fought back. I didn't like them, not any of them. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">A voice, softer than a whisper, touched my heart. <i>But I love them. Let me save as many as I can. I will need him to do that</i>. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">The voice filled my entire body with warmth. With Atua's love for me. For my parents. For Am and everyone on Manawa. It was so full, I thought it might be for everyone in the universe.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Tears flowed down my cheeks, an extension of what filled me so completely. I wanted my parents, but I didn't want Am to die.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><i>Atua, keep my parents safe</i>. I silently pled.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">The reply was immediate. <i>They are in my hands</i>.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">"It's okay." I launched myself at Am, hugging him tightly. "Peace on your path, Am, and may Atua be with you."</span></div>
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Charity Bradfordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960821077619680661noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7762622439282650752.post-65898350870529015712019-01-29T06:30:00.000-06:002019-01-29T06:30:11.604-06:00The Hand of Atua Book Release Week!This Saturday <a href="https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B07K7ZMC2D" target="_blank">THE HAND OF ATUA</a> will be available for Kindle and print on Amazon. This is a Young Adult space opera that I've been working on and off on for years now. I'm super excited to have it out where people can read it.<br />
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<li>Download the<a href="https://claims.prolificworks.com/free/Uewth8VC35y13Ma7wpMV" target="_blank"> first 10 chapter preview</a> to read before the party to discuss at Prolific Works as part of a group giveaway--no strings attached!</li>
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Charity Bradfordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960821077619680661noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7762622439282650752.post-12478797513588005212019-01-02T05:00:00.000-06:002019-02-04T07:59:44.419-06:00IWSG Happy New Year! 2019 Goals and Giveaway<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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It's a new year. Although it may seem cliche to set goals, this is a good time to evaluate current paths and make any tweaks and course corrections necessary. My goals aren't new by any means, but they are drifting in a new direction.</div>
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First, a recap of 2018. My goals were simple--get back to being a writer and publish three stories. I feel I accomplished this. I published two stories as River Ford (<a href="https://www.amazon.com/Landscape-Love-Eureka-Book-ebook/dp/B07D81259G" target="_blank">Landscape Love</a> and <a href="https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07KWFCKD5" target="_blank">Christmas Magic</a>) and have one coming out next month as Charity Bradford (<a href="https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B07K7ZMC2D" target="_blank">The Hand of Atua</a>--previously known as Eleena's Tale). The plan had been to release THoA for Christmas but it needed a deeper edit before setting it free. Most of my current insecurities are tied up with these final edits. Things are moving along but so is time.</div>
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The greatest accomplishment of 2018 was getting the author ball rolling again. It wasn't easy. There were days I really struggled, but I feel the momentum is finally picking up. I'm excited to see what 2019 will bring. </div>
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<li>Continue learning and implementing better marketing skills through kindleprenuer and the many Indie Author podcasts I've discovered</li>
<li>Write Monday through Friday (Saturday when my family allows) and attend writer's group Wednesday nights</li>
<li>Finish Teacher's Crush, Dancer's Heart, Demon Rising, and several short romances for an anthology</li>
<li>Live author events I plan to attend: World Building Panel at Roger's Public Library as a presenter, AAIM as a presenter, Flea In the Park, and possibly the Christmas Bazaar if my hubby does it with me</li>
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Oh, and there are lots of giveaways going on right now. You can read the first 10 chapters of THE HAND OF ATUA in a preview in the following <a href="https://claims.prolificworks.com/gg/90MMylhx4FwABG1EtZZv" target="_blank">giveaway</a>. I believe there are over 200 books to choose from. Check it out!</div>
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Charity Bradfordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960821077619680661noreply@blogger.com27tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7762622439282650752.post-11426210825316385262018-12-05T05:21:00.000-06:002019-01-01T22:30:20.465-06:00IWSG December: Recovering from Nano and Surprise NovellasI participated in Nanowrimo for the first time in several years. The best part is I use Nano to help me accomplish whatever my goals are at the time. In the first couple of days, I finished <a href="https://www.amazon.com/Hand-Atua-Charity-Bradford-ebook/dp/B07K7ZMC2D" target="_blank">THE HAND OF ATUA</a> (currently up for pre-order for Feb 2nd release). Then I decided to write a Christmas short story with the sole purpose of publishing it on December 1st.<br />
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Why? Because I had planned to publish three books this year and only did one. Perhaps that's a stupid reason for publishing a short story, but not making my goal really bugged me.<br />
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Well, I wrote, got feedback from beta readers, revised, and edited that story in about three weeks. <a href="https://www.amazon.com/Christmas-Magic-River-Ford-ebook/dp/B07KWFCKD5" target="_blank">CHRISTMAS MAGIC</a> is doing well at the moment. It makes me feel good, and it sometimes makes me angry. I put years of thought and revisions into my science fiction stories and they never do as well as my romance. Is that because I'm horrible at writing science fiction or simply because romance has a larger audience?<br />
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The logical side of me says the latter is true. Romance has a huge market with lots of subgenres and a voracious reader pool. Seriously, romance readers devour books. Maybe they are just easier to market to or simply easier to please? They will forgive huge plot holes, typos, and contrived conflict that doesn't make sense. Science fiction readers are much pickier.<br />
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This is why most of my writing insecurities are tied to my science fiction stories. My sci-fi is character driven not science driven. There are aspects that fall short because no amount of reading on a topic will help me sound like I know what I'm talking about--hand to hand combat for instance. Sometimes I wonder if I should give up sci-fi ideas and stick to what makes me money.<br />
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However, I love my sci-fi ideas. They give me the opportunity to delve into things in a way I feel comfortable. Plus, it challenges me to stretch and try and be better than I am. I guess that's what matters. If only the releasing it into the world and hearing crickets didn't hurt so much. Even though I don't get lots of reviews for romance either, at least I can see sales and pages being read.<br />
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Charity Bradfordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960821077619680661noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7762622439282650752.post-71487802634608458012018-11-07T05:07:00.000-06:002018-12-04T13:39:16.482-06:00IWSG November 2018 The Finisher's WorryWell, I met one of my goals! I finally finished Eleena's story. The final title is The Hand of Atua.<br />
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It topped out at 101K and since the first two parts have already been through three or four revisions, I don't think there will be a lot of cutting in the future.<br />
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For the first couple of days after writing the last four chapters, I rode that high.<br />
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Then I turned to search for new beta readers to make sure everything flowed after all the changes I made. Enter the insecurity.<br />
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Can I survive wasting three years to produce a pile of fertilizer?</div>
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Charity Bradfordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960821077619680661noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7762622439282650752.post-75178060062398828382018-10-03T04:00:00.000-05:002019-01-09T14:50:25.119-06:00IWSG October 2018--The Reality of a Writer<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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My husband thinks of me as a dreamer. For the most part, he's right, but I'm also a realist. You have to be if you're going to answer the question of why you write honestly.<br />
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If all the books I've published disappeared from the world today, no one would miss them. I know that for a fact. Oh, sure. My mom would miss them. Maybe my kids. My good friend Kathy who has beta read every one and given invaluable advice on all of them. Maybe a handful of people that know me personally. But the <b><i>world</i></b> will not miss my stories. And I'm okay with that because I didn't write them for the world.<br />
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I wrote <i>The Magic Wakes</i> as part of my healing process from a traumatic experience and resulting depression.<br />
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<i>Stellar Cloud</i> is a collection of blog fest pieces from when I was blogging almost every day and reading hundreds of blogs a day. For me, it represents those friendships that helped me through some really hard times and helped me find my way as a new wanna-be author.<br />
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I wrote <i>Fade Into Me</i> for my girls. It was the first novel that I knew what the theme was before I wrote it. This story was a turning point for me with my writing. Still far from perfect, its a story from my heart just for them.<br />
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<i>Chocolate Kisses</i> came about because a good friend's teen daughter was diagnosed with rheumatoid arthritis. She is this beautiful harpist--seriously she looks like an angel sitting on stage playing--and my brain started asking all these questions.<br />
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<i>Landscape Love</i> was written at a time when I desperately needed to feel like I was enough. Through writing it I learned that sometimes we simply need to be enough for ourselves and the rest will follow.<br />
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The new book, <i>The Hand of Atua</i>, is about my journey of faith. Sure it's set in space, filled with war, refugees, pain and suffering. But it's really about two people learning to trust in their god. Learning that when he says "they are in my hands" all will be well, even if he calls them home instead of saving them.<br />
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So you see, it's okay that my constant begging for reviews falls on deaf ears. Right now, at this moment, I remember why I wrote those stories in the first place. They were for me. It doesn't matter what others think. I don't need their validation today (maybe tomorrow). But tomorrow I can come back and read this post and remember again.<br />
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I write for me and it is enough.<br />
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Last week I ran away with my family for a cruise. Getting away--no phones, no internet, no one needing anything from me, and sadly no writing either--was exactly what I needed. I didn't even get to read that much. The experience helped me get my perspective back though. </div>
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This was confirmed by a few comments from a beta reader Sunday. I was lucky enough to have another author agree to read for me. Better yet, he'll be the first man to read this mess of a story. I miss having men in writer's group! He's only been through a few chapters and he's seen things that once mentioned are obvious. Sadly, they were not to my female mind. </div>
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Funny how a few simple comments can put a mind at ease. I knew something was off, that's why I couldn't finish the story, but I couldn't figure out what it was. Now that I have a direction to work, I feel so much better. And, I'm fine not publishing this book until next year.</div>
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My first novels were traditionally published because I had no idea what I was doing. I'm glad I went that route. It allowed me time to learn and grow while a team of people helped me get started. It was a smaller publisher though. This simply means they put the money up front into the cover, editing, typesetting, put the books on Amazon and moved on. There was no marketing and no timely reporting to let me know if my marketing efforts were getting results. I eventually made the move to get my rights back for those books.<br />
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All my books are now self-published. I've found that the control freak in me likes being able to access stats any time I want. If I'm running a promotion or ad, I can watch in real time to see what works and what doesn't. No more wasting time or money. Plus, I love searching for the perfect cover and having more control over that first impression. Now if something's not working, I know it's my fault and I fix it. It's quite liberating.<br />
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Charity Bradfordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960821077619680661noreply@blogger.com14tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7762622439282650752.post-41768912588707241952018-08-01T10:26:00.001-05:002018-09-04T09:04:29.261-05:00August Frustrations for IWSGI'm kind of an emotional mess right now. At the beginning of the summer I set goals for my writing for the rest of the year. They were realistic and completely possible. However, I'm falling farther and farther behind. I'd like to blame circumstances and other people in my life for this, but the truth is I'm the one that allows everyone and everything else to interfere with my writing time.<br />
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For instance, last week I made plans to physically leave my house for 2 hours on two different days so I could write. I should have turned off my phone. But I didn't. I ended up using half of my writing time to work on preparedness fair stuff because of incoming phone calls. Now, this is something else important in my life right now, and it has to be done, but other professionals know how to block out their time and stick to a plan. I need to learn how to do this.<br />
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Then there is my family and friends. I love them. So when one of them says, "Hey, let's go do (fill in the blank)" I drop everything and that's what we do. Most of my family now lives near me so my week can fill up quickly with different invitations. I don't want anyone to feel like my writing is more important than them, but I need to learn to say "sure, but can we do it after 11:00" or maybe a different day, or something.<br />
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My need for everyone to be happy with me is killing my writing time and putting me farther behind on my goals. Eleena's story should have been finished a month ago and handed to beta readers by now. It still needs an ending. I made some progress, but it isn't finished. It NEEDS to be finished now if I have any hope of publishing it by Christmas.<br />
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Pray for me? I'm starting to think that's my only hope. The good news is school starts in two weeks and that will mean less running around during the day. That should give me time to sit and get my two hours of writing in EVERY DAY. With that, I should be able to finish quickly. Then I'll have to hope my beta readers are availble to read and comment quickly so I can start revisions.<br />
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Everything just takes so much time!<br />
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I'm sorry to vent so much this month. When I don't get good writing time in, and when I feel like my goals are being thwarted, I get cranky and negative. Here's hoping I'm in a much better mood by September.<br />
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Don't worry about following all the rules or trying to make everyone happy. I did that. In the early days, I tried to shape my story to make every critique partner happy. It took a while to learn that as a writer, you will never be able to make every reader happy. When people read your story they will get different things out of it because we all have different experiences that shape our perspective.<br />
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First off, I'm in a pretty good place. The insecurities are there, but I think they are under control for the moment. Saturday I released a new book into the world. It was my best to date as far as preorders go. Now, if only a good handful of those will turn into reviews. That's always a challenge. I was feeling nervous, okay, terrified really, about the release until earlier today. </div>
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Spice level of the romance. It's pretty spicy. Clean, but the kissing is intense. :) My first romance was definitely sweet and had some meatier substance to it with the examination of Kerri's illness. This one is completely different. That scares me a little, but it also makes me feel good that the characters aren't the same. They are unique, as is their story. Now that I've come to terms with that, I'm ready to move on to the next story. (Oh, Landscape Love will be on sale for 0.99 until July 5th. Just click on the link in the left sidebar)</div>
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I've been reading Eleena's story. It's still not finished but only needs another 5000 words or so. Basically, it needs the ending. Then I can start the revision process to clean and polish it up. It's not in bad shape either. That's got me pretty excited. I might be able to get it out in time for Christmas.</div>
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So, for today, I'm just going to set new goals. I'll need you to keep me accountable!</div>
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<b>End of 2018 Goals:</b></div>
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1. Finish draft of Eleena's story (no later than the end of July)</div>
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2. Do clean up revisions on Eleena (need a good name for this one) and get to beta readers by end of September</div>
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3. Draft Jennifer's story by end of August/ mid-September. This might be a stretch, but I have an outline and several scenes sketched out already. Since it will only be around 50K it's totally possible. </div>
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4. I'd love to get both of these stories back from beta readers and published by the end of the year. </div>
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5. If I finish everything above--get Selena's story drafted for a spring 2019 release and get back to book 3 of Talia's series. </div>
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My ultimate writing goal is to continue improving my writing skills as I share the characters and stories in my head. I want to be able to connect with people on an emotional level with all of my stories by digging deeper and writing with honesty. </div>
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It's never been about money, so that hasn't changed, but now I don't care so much about finding an agent and big publisher. I'm comfortable with the self-publishing because it's about sharing my heart along with my characters. </div>
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Charity Bradfordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960821077619680661noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7762622439282650752.post-57304530407842627432018-06-06T05:00:00.000-05:002018-07-03T16:06:01.457-05:00IWSG May Fun and June Releases!<div class="" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">
First, sorry I missed everyone last month. May was crazy busy, but wonderful. Hubby and I drove down to Dallas to see Les Miserables, we had all the end of school year stuff for my boys, and then hubby and I went to Ireland for 10 glorious days! </div>
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Texas was a quick getaway, but Dublin was amazing. My hubby was going for a week of work and I was super lucky to tag along. We went a few days early so we could get out in the country and do some sight seeing. It was beautiful, the weather was perfect, and we walked 30 miles (according to my fitbit) the first 3 days we were there. Once hubby went to work, so did I. </div>
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I settled into the hotel and finished Landscape Love and sent it off to my beta readers. That only took two days, so I still had plenty to get out in the city on my own to explore. Since returning, I've been working on revisions and edits to get LL ready to release at the end of the month. Here is where the insecurities come in.</div>
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What if google translate has steered me wrong? What if I have my character saying something that culturally would never be said or what if I offend someone? In an effort to avoid these things, I have a dear friend reading for me right now. She's helping me tweak the Spanish to what she would have said, and I've asked her to let me know if there is anything/anywhere she would have viewed the situation differently or handled it differently. Hopefully that will be enough. </div>
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Now, in my head I know I can't make everyone happy, but it would be nice, you know?</div>
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The good news is my writers group have found this story to be as funny in spots as I thought it was. That makes me happy. It was a fun time writing and I hope others have a fun time reading. </div>
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It's up for <a href="https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07D81259G?ref_=pe_2427780_160035660" target="_blank">pre-order</a> now.</div>
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Definitely book titles. I kind of suck at it! In fact, I still don't have a good one for Eleena's story (my next scifi) and I've been working on it for two years now. Nothing seems to fit or sound like a book anyone would pick up. I'm really hoping some of my awesome beta readers can help me come up with something in the next few months because I really hope to finish it and get it out by the end of the year. </div>
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Characters just come to me and most of the time they tell me their names pretty quickly. There was only one time I struggled with a name. That was Caedan in <a href="https://www.amazon.com/Fade-Into-Me-Charity-Bradford-ebook/dp/B00SJJHT1W/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1528125507&sr=8-3&keywords=fade+into+me&dpID=51vZb3jLXvL&preST=_SY445_QL70_&dpSrc=srch" target="_blank">Fade Into Me</a>. He had about seven different names before the book was released. I almost gave up on him!</div>
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Charity Bradfordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960821077619680661noreply@blogger.com16tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7762622439282650752.post-79164015312339835912018-03-07T05:00:00.000-06:002018-03-29T20:17:52.746-05:00March IWSG: Trudging Ahead, One Step At A Time<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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I'm making progress! It's been so slow. I can't say I've felt that old rush of creativity flowing from my fingers like I did a couple years ago, but my brain is finally starting to get on board with my schedule. It knows that the mornings are for writing. Every day it's a little easier to get back into the story and add words, scenes, even chapters.<br />
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And you know what? For the most part, my drafts are a lot cleaner than they ever were before. Sure, there are plot holes, and sometimes I take off in a new direction that requires a rewrite before I even finish, but it's not all trash. That gives me hope.<br />
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Most of last month was dedicated to Eleena's story, until I got stuck again last week. I figured my brain needed time to process the direction I'd taken, so I switched to the romance. It's easier to work on two completely different stories. Anyway, Landscape Love has really taken off. And since I'm spending the day in Eureka Springs today, I have a feeling I'll be extra motivated to keep working on it until it's finished. I love that little town and all the people I created to live there.<br />
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My insecurity level is dropping as I make progress on my goals. Little things like a sunny day, a walk by the lake, and a clean house have really helped.<br />
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<b>March 7 question - How do you celebrate when you achieve a writing goal/ finish a story?</b><br />
I don't know that I do anything specific other than tell everyone I know that I'm finished. Seriously, my family, friends, people I go to church with, Twitter and Facebook, basically anyone who will listen will get to hear that my story has reached THE END.<br />
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Then the begging starts. "Who's willing to read and give me feedback so I can make it better?"<br />
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I guess buying a cover is also a way to celebrate. Although, I have purchased covers for stories I haven't even started. Call it motivation! For instance, I've already bought the covers for the next two River Ford stories...<br />
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Charity Bradfordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960821077619680661noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7762622439282650752.post-23383041553982466682018-02-07T05:00:00.000-06:002018-03-06T10:50:19.021-06:00IWSG Saying Goodbye to February Fear<div class="t1">
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<span class="qo" style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">I've been thinking about fear a lot lately. Why? Because that's probably the main reason I haven't finished the three projects I'm currently working on. I started all three over a year ago. Even though I didn't get to write much last year, these stories are ever present in my mind. </span><br />
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<span class="qo" style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">December and January saw some progress. </span><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">It helps that if I get stuck on one, I can work on another.</span><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"> </span><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">It's been slow, but I'm making myself sit and do something almost every day. Some days that's only 500 words. It kills me, because when I allow myself to relax, I can get 1000 words an hour. Something's holding me back.</span><br />
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<span class="qo" style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">I read the next two chapters in Eleena's story at writer's group last week. When I finished there was a moment of silence that kind of freaked me out. Then one of the ladies simply said, "That was really good." A veritable love fest followed and that freaked me out too.</span><br />
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<span class="qo" style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">The story isn't finished! I don't really know how to close the gap from where I've stopped to the ending I have planned. What if I mess it all up?</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">Then I remembered a post I wrote on my family blog back in 2009, a year before I started this blog. I went and looked it up because I needed the comfort of remembering what I wrote back then. Here's a bit of it:</span><br />
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<span class="qo" style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">This quote is by <a href="http://www.marianne.com/">Marianne Williamson</a> from her book <span style="font-style: italic;">A Return To Love: Reflections on the Principles of A Course in Miracle</span> (also used in the movie Akeelah and the Bee and incorrectly credited to Nelson Mandela's Inauguration speech in 1994). </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">How many times in our lives do we begin to hope for something, begin to believe that we can accomplish a goal or task that seemed unattainable, and then decide to be "realistic," convincing ourselves that we are too average to really do what we wish? We dream of making a difference in the world, of producing something that we can leave behind with our name on it, but fall prey to the whisperings of inadequacy. It is so easy to do, and we all do it in some form daily.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">My insecurity is linked to the fear that this could be the best story I've ever written. Theoretically, it should be the best simply because I've worked hard to improve over the last 8 years since starting to write. I know that in my head. It's logical. However, that puts a lot of pressure to continue to grow. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">What if I can't? What if this is the best I have inside of me? </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">I write mostly in the science fiction genre. I love being able to create new worlds in my head. There's always the possibility of something completely new and unique. There are rules, but because I mix my scifi with fantasy elements, I'm free to do whatever I want as long as I create my own rules to follow. And I'm never trapped on one planet unless my character has been left behind without viable transportation. :)</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">Mostly, I love that I can explore and tackle any emotion or issue I may have in real life in a way that I can manipulate it and overcome the trial. You can do that in any genre, that's what writing is all about, but being as I'd get on a shuttle into space tomorrow if someone asked, I write science fiction.</span><br />
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Charity Bradfordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960821077619680661noreply@blogger.com26tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7762622439282650752.post-28412583790018815062018-01-10T05:30:00.000-06:002018-01-10T05:30:28.235-06:00Crazy things from a writer's mind<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Writers are strange creatures. If you don't know one in real life, you may have no idea how bizarre we can be. Some things you might be able to guess. Things like:<br />
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<li>We are often distracted by the characters and worlds in our heads. This means we often ignore people around us without meaning to. </li>
<li>Everything we hear, see, and experience can and will make its way into our stories whether we realize it or not.</li>
<li>On a certain level we are gluttons for punishment. We write because we have this drive to share and we want to hear what others think. Even if it's bad. (At least this is true in my case. I'd rather hear that someone hated something I wrote than nothing at all)</li>
<li>We can be narcissistic when it comes to our stories. Ask us about one of our books and we'll talk forever.</li>
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That's all pretty basic stuff, but most of us keep the funnier stuff to ourselves. I thought I'd give you a glimpse into the odd thoughts of at least one writer.<br />
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<b>I can "dentist" like a pro and therefore I'd make a great spy.</b><br />
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I've always hated going to the dentist. It's painful, the noises are awful, and sitting with a death grip on the chair hand rests leave me exhausted. And that's just for a cleaning! So how can I say I go to the dentist like a pro?<br />
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I've trained myself to go to a different place--one of my worlds.I talk with my characters, and when the noises get too much, I simply breathe. Breathe and make myself relax.<br />
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Today I was breathing, relaxing, getting through the drilling and so forth while tooth dust was flying up and landing on my face, and the thought came to me--"I'd make a great spy because I'd be able to hold out a long time while being tortured."<br />
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I mean, think about it. I have a high tolerance for pain, I know how to take my mind somewhere else, and I've perfected the technique of breathing.<br />
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In reality, I'd make a horrible spy. I can't lie to save my life, I'm clueless when it comes to reading other people, and as soon as they threatened to hurt someone else I'd cave. But, for about 30 minutes today I believed I'd be a good spy.<br />
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<b><span style="font-size: large;">What crazy things do you find yourself thinking? Share with me something you'd never tell anyone. Who knows, it might make it into one of my stories one day. </span></b>Charity Bradfordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960821077619680661noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7762622439282650752.post-33803525448545902022018-01-03T08:54:00.002-06:002018-02-05T15:36:21.578-06:00IWSG and a Brand New Year<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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The new year and first Wednesday sort of snuck up on me. I know that might sound weird, but all the days have been running together. It will be nice to get back into a normal routine again. My boys went back to school today, and there's only two days left until my girls head back to college.<br />
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That means all my goals will start on Tuesday, January 9th. Why not Monday? Because I have a dentist appointment that will probably make me cranky for the rest of the day. :)<br />
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Anyway, my insecurities are definitely present. I can blame the failure to reach my goals in 2017 on working full time. However, I've quit that job. Now I will be the one to blame for not stepping up.<br />
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There is so much that I want to do. So much I still need to learn. In a way, it's easier to concentrate on reading ways to market better, or how to make your newsletter sing. I can brush up on my self editing skills, and so forth. But when it comes down to it, that's all just another way to avoid actually writing.<br />
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<b><i>Case in point--8 hour drive to TN</i></b><br />
This used to be prime writing time. On the last trip I just reread everything that I'd already written on one of my WIPs. This in itself was not a waste because I haven't worked on it in quite a while. I needed to reacquaint myself with the characters and story. However, I didn't do anything at all on the return trip. I am stuck.<br />
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Fear of not doing the story justice, not getting the emotions I feel for these characters onto the page, has me tied in knots. Part of it is a formatting issue. What's the best way to share this story from two important points of view? 3 shorter novels or 1 with separate parts.<br />
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Basically, I want someone to read it and tell me what to do. Decision making is one of my insecurities.<br />
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<b>January 3 optional question</b> - What steps have you taken or plan to take to put a schedule in place for your writing and publishing?<br />
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Here's the good news. My writer's group starts back up tomorrow. I can take this story and start to get the feedback I need. Just being with these other writers also motivates me to dig back in. That in itself will be exactly what I need.<br />
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<b>So, to answer the question. The steps I take for my plan are the same:</b><br />
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<li>Writer's critique group every Thursday</li>
<li>Write <i>SOMETHING</i> every day Monday through Friday (Saturday when my family lets me)</li>
<li>Keep repeating that silent mantra when drafting, "it's okay to write crap, it's okay to write crap"</li>
<li>Focus on one project at a time (this is hard because I have 3 that are half way done at the moment and about 100 other ideas I want to work on)</li>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>How about you? Making any changes this year or will it be same as usual?</b></span></div>
Charity Bradfordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960821077619680661noreply@blogger.com19tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7762622439282650752.post-31350382140791834362017-12-06T05:00:00.001-06:002023-01-26T09:25:24.353-06:00IWSG--Validation, Encouragement, and Hope for the New YearWhere to begin? November was so good for me in many ways.<br />
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<li><b>I floundered all over the place with my writing</b>. It was fun to explore whatever I wanted simply because I could. Now I'm settling down into something resembling a routine, and I've even been able to focus on one idea at a time.</li>
<li><b>THE MAGIC WAKES Book 1 and Book 2 (DAWN OF THE MAGES) were re-released with great success.</b> This is where the validation comes in. I'll admit I was anxious to see what would happen when they were available for purchase once again. I didn't have any release parties or blog take-overs or anything planned. I simply wanted to release them and move on. I've made triple the royalties in the first month than I did in the previous six months with my publisher with no extra work on my part. I don't really know what the difference was, but the trick will be to keep things rolling.</li>
<li><b>Eleena's story is almost finished</b>. A lovely friend gave me the best form of encouragement. We were both at our boy's Cub Scout activity and she called from across the room, "Where's the rest of my story?" I knew exactly what she was talking about, and it made me feel good to know at least one person really wanted to know what happens to Eleena. Knowing that one thing helped my mind settle on the project I needed to work on first. I went home that night and started writing again.</li>
<li><b>I enjoyed being with my family</b>. That's always the best thing. It's been wonderful to be available for them again. For the first time in a long time, all three of my siblings joined my mom and me for Thanksgiving. It was a blast! </li>
<li><b>I think I watched more movies/TV in November than all the rest of the year combined.</b> Justice League, Thor: Ragnarok, Spiderman (the newest one), hours upon hours of Ancient Aliens, and probably 20 Hallmark Christmas movies. <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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And for the hope? Getting some rest, living life the way I used to with my family, all of that has helped my brain calm down. My goals are more realistic, and therefore attainable. That is where the hope comes in. I may be starting the whole "author" thing again, almost from scratch, but now I'm rolling in the right direction. It feels good!</div>
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<b>Purpose:</b> To share and encourage. Writers can express doubts and concerns without fear of appearing foolish or weak. Those who have been through the fire can offer assistance and guidance. It’s a safe haven for insecure writers of all kinds!</div>
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<b>Posting:</b> The first Wednesday of every month is officially Insecure Writer’s Support Group day. Post your thoughts on your own blog. Talk about your doubts and the fears you have conquered. Discuss your struggles and triumphs. Offer a word of encouragement for others who are struggling. Visit others in the group and connect with your fellow writer - aim for a dozen new people each time. Be sure to <a href="http://www.insecurewriterssupportgroup.com/p/iwsg-sign-up.html" target="_blank">link to this page</a> and display the badge in your post.</div>
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Let’s rock the neurotic writing world! Our Twitter hashtag is #IWSG</div>
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<b>November 6 question</b> - As you look back on 2017, with all its successes/failures, if you could backtrack, what would you do differently?<br />
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I might wish to never have gone to work full-time, but in reality that was a good experience for me. I learned things about myself I didn't know, grew stronger in many ways, and I wouldn't change that. So, perhaps the best answer would be--I'd try to keep writing in the midst of everything else instead of giving it up.</div>
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